The Joy of Life!

Life. A gift. An amazing opportunity to be alive, enjoying the beauty and circumstances that flow from all that surrounds. A chance to serve. laugh. give. receive. impact. Living in the present. Trusting and being filled with peace. TRUE peace from within. Past events and memories not to consume. Future and forbearing left to be discovered as they melt into the present. Thankfulness for this moment.

Friday, August 26, 2005

A picture of Big Ben

This picture was taken while walking the night streets of London by myself. I can't believe the amazing day I had...truly blessed...so much to experience and I really didn't mind doing it on my own. During this trip, I had the opportunity to run into many single people living out their lives happily. I really hope that isn't me, but at the same time these people brought inspiration.

Home Again

Home...that is where I am at and it feels wonderful. I've been here almost a week and starting to settle into a routine. I feel like I learned much in Europe and don't want to forget it, but at the same time...people don't always want to hear about it and I live in the moment...so now that I am home...well...I forget Europe and the excitement there.

I am sad tonight because my pet Sheska died. She was a little black and white rat who had become quite friendly and was great to have around when no one else was here. I think she died of heat exhaustion. It's my fault which doesn't help the matter. I really miss her! It's crazy how much a tiny rodent can mean to a person. I think I am also feeling blue because I am realizing that my ex-boyfriend is moving on and so am I. I don't want to! But yet I am. What a sad trail to walk...one I hate, but I have to trust in God. I am thankful that he knows best. Happy Sigh.

This coming school year, I want to actively pursue goals. I have found out this summer that I enjoy being a leader and like being in charge. This is a scary thing, but could be good, if I learn how to use it effectively. I would love to be able to give seminars with my job and do help teaching and counseling to individuals. Today I bought a sleeping bag that fits into a bag that is smaller than a shoebox...it's so fun! I hope to go camping or hiking or both! And soon! I would go tonight, but tomorrow I work. On my trip to Europe, I enjoyed all the people I got to meet and hear about their lives. I liked exploring and finding my way around town...even in a different language...actually that made it even better. I loved trying new foods and just living there. Yes, it would be great to share it with someone, but God showed me some what singles to do for themselves...they are much more free and have incredible opportunities to travel. Whew! I am getting tired...it is time for a new activity! =0)

Sunday, August 14, 2005

Europe Again

Agh! I don't have long to type...I am in England right now at a conference working with kids. It's great fun and I love traveling, but looking forward to going home as well. I feel like I have learned a lot these past couple of weeks in Europe. Slowly I am discovering more of who i am and where I am going in life. I wish I could write more, but must go to a meeting.

Bye!