Friday, August 26, 2005
Home Again
Home...that is where I am at and it feels wonderful. I've been here almost a week and starting to settle into a routine. I feel like I learned much in Europe and don't want to forget it, but at the same time...people don't always want to hear about it and I live in the moment...so now that I am home...well...I forget Europe and the excitement there.
I am sad tonight because my pet Sheska died. She was a little black and white rat who had become quite friendly and was great to have around when no one else was here. I think she died of heat exhaustion. It's my fault which doesn't help the matter. I really miss her! It's crazy how much a tiny rodent can mean to a person. I think I am also feeling blue because I am realizing that my ex-boyfriend is moving on and so am I. I don't want to! But yet I am. What a sad trail to walk...one I hate, but I have to trust in God. I am thankful that he knows best. Happy Sigh.
This coming school year, I want to actively pursue goals. I have found out this summer that I enjoy being a leader and like being in charge. This is a scary thing, but could be good, if I learn how to use it effectively. I would love to be able to give seminars with my job and do help teaching and counseling to individuals. Today I bought a sleeping bag that fits into a bag that is smaller than a shoebox...it's so fun! I hope to go camping or hiking or both! And soon! I would go tonight, but tomorrow I work. On my trip to Europe, I enjoyed all the people I got to meet and hear about their lives. I liked exploring and finding my way around town...even in a different language...actually that made it even better. I loved trying new foods and just living there. Yes, it would be great to share it with someone, but God showed me some what singles to do for themselves...they are much more free and have incredible opportunities to travel. Whew! I am getting tired...it is time for a new activity! =0)
I am sad tonight because my pet Sheska died. She was a little black and white rat who had become quite friendly and was great to have around when no one else was here. I think she died of heat exhaustion. It's my fault which doesn't help the matter. I really miss her! It's crazy how much a tiny rodent can mean to a person. I think I am also feeling blue because I am realizing that my ex-boyfriend is moving on and so am I. I don't want to! But yet I am. What a sad trail to walk...one I hate, but I have to trust in God. I am thankful that he knows best. Happy Sigh.
This coming school year, I want to actively pursue goals. I have found out this summer that I enjoy being a leader and like being in charge. This is a scary thing, but could be good, if I learn how to use it effectively. I would love to be able to give seminars with my job and do help teaching and counseling to individuals. Today I bought a sleeping bag that fits into a bag that is smaller than a shoebox...it's so fun! I hope to go camping or hiking or both! And soon! I would go tonight, but tomorrow I work. On my trip to Europe, I enjoyed all the people I got to meet and hear about their lives. I liked exploring and finding my way around town...even in a different language...actually that made it even better. I loved trying new foods and just living there. Yes, it would be great to share it with someone, but God showed me some what singles to do for themselves...they are much more free and have incredible opportunities to travel. Whew! I am getting tired...it is time for a new activity! =0)
Sunday, August 14, 2005
Europe Again
Agh! I don't have long to type...I am in England right now at a conference working with kids. It's great fun and I love traveling, but looking forward to going home as well. I feel like I have learned a lot these past couple of weeks in Europe. Slowly I am discovering more of who i am and where I am going in life. I wish I could write more, but must go to a meeting.
Bye!
Bye!